Rainy Days and Mondays

9:58 PM Jean Melgar 3 Comments

I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. Actually, I have been waking up at the wrong side for a few weeks already. It must be the weather or it's that time of the year again. If someday I get diagnosed with clinical depression, I won't be surprised. 


There are days when waking up just feels wrong and your life feels useless. I'm glad I'm not suicidal. Don't be afraid, I won't try to kill myself. It's just that everything seems so dreary and gray. There have been a lot of rain but there are no rainbows. *sigh*


Today was the lowest of the low. I felt like stabbing my computer monitor. Of course,I did not do that or I'll get fired. I spent last night washing my eyes with tears so I can have healthier eyes. Eye washing is fun and good for you! Try it. LOL 

Anyway, a good friend asked me to go to church with her and I obliged. I was scared at first because I haven't been to the church for a long time. I'm so glad I went. I felt so light and relieved after. Praying and the tranquility of the church helped. I'm no longer thinking of stabbing something. 

Before I went to church, the cutest man in the world suggested I get a massage to ease my stress. I followed his suggestions and oh boy! I'm not sorry spending money in an activity where I was almost naked while some random girl was touching my bare skin. 

During the massage, I was dreaming of minestrone. Hot soup in this cold weather? That's a no-brainer! I went to one of my favorite restaurants, which happened to be situated beside the spa. I ordered my favorite meal, minestrone and grilled chicken with veggies. No rice! Uh huh. Healthy living is the bomb. 

Sadly, I felt physically sick after dinner. I decided to pop one tablet of paracetamol and two tablets of vitamin C. Nothing John Lloyd can't fix. *wink* 

And now, I feel refreshed. I'm far from great but I'm getting there. Stress, begone! 

3 comments:

  1. I feel like I'm the only one who hasn't experienced a real massage yet lol. Feel better Jean!

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  2. Thanks, Larry! Go get a real massage na!

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  3. its the la niña season after la niño so expect rainy days and also floods coz typhoons and tropical depressions are it's peek during this months.

    howard@tsung.com
    bull smoke

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